Well, Rich you are not alone at all my father pased away 10 years ago this month when I was 5. We all have times that are hard for us to get through, but some how we alwayse seem to get through the hard times, then we move on to better times and times that will make us laugh and be happy. And that is what is so great. My mom always tells me that God never gives us a task that we can't get through. And that is what makes me have hope for each day to come. moicanwarrior